Addicted to Loneliness

Woke up drenched in tears
Feeling the sum of fear
Hold me close and hold me near
I don’t want to die here

Loneliness is like a drug
I’ve taken too much of
There is no cure for loneliness
Since there is never enough

What am I doing here?
Who am I supposed to be?
Why am I still here?
How am I supposed to live?

Feeling anxious as time rolls on
Try to stand my ground but times moves on
The past is what we have an abundance of
But the future is always running out

Is it socially accepted?
To burn down trees to dry my tears?
Is it socially accepted?
To tear down mountains to hide my fears?

What am I doing here?
Who am I supposed to be?
Why am I still here?
How am I supposed to live?

Everyone has the answers!
But they still get the question wrong
Everyone is doing so successfully!
But death doesn’t leave anyone behind!