God where are you?

God, where are you?
I'm looking, my eyes are wide open.
My heart and mind are seeking,
Everything in me is searching.

God, I need you now,
I need some hope, some sign.
God, please don't leave me alone,
Why are you so hard to find?

God please don't forsake me,
I am a sinner through and through.
I know I have not always been good,
But I have always loved you.

God, I am doing my best now.
I have learned my lesson from you,
But why have you left me now?
At this time I don't know how to get through?

God, I am so broken and scared,
I need you to love me again.
God please come back to me,
I really need you to be my friend.

God, why must I feel this pain,
Why has my life been so ruined?
Where do I go from here,
And why should i care again?

God, I want to die,
I want this pain to end.
I don't want to go on like this,
God, you promised to be my friend.

God, you have left me alone so long,
Now I am hopeless and broken.
God, I am done trying to find you,
It is time for me to find my end.