Awakening

I ran until I couldn’t run anymore
I got tired of running from nothing

I got tired of beating
 myself to death
It was all in my head
I was dead
But walking as if I were alive

What a challenging time
My mind caused me

The whole time
it was all up to me
How could we blame he?
What a coward thing of we
To not see ...

I’m up I can’t sleep
Are my angels sending messages Telepathically ?
Through synchronicities?
I can feel but can’t hear
I can feel but can’t see

But still I know
there’re here
Next to me

How could it be?
the god in me
When it’s the God of me
I am thee
Don’t try to confuse me

You was close enough b4
But I overcame
And gained more
Of what you tried
To take away !

I grew and vowed
to never be the same

I’m prepared for a new me
To become
the best version of me
that I can be

No one is to Blame but me
I should live & succeed
And do the things
 expected of me

As my guides applaud
My efforts & continue
To assist & guide me

I trust that only good
will happen
I trust the divine  

I trust the powers
Of manifestation
While on a high vibration
For this I am grateful