A New Beginning

What I need is you, What I feel is true
Just dabbing here with no clue
I am not a chaser, or a clinger
Not a smooth talker nor a stalker
Your true friendship is what I need
With comfort n little attention indeed
 
Don’t want you to feel bound to me with ties
Want you to be a free bird that flies
Want u to be more close as can be
Verbally, Emotionally n Physically you see
Want to flee the realities of life with you
Sharing our joys n sadness too
 
Am bottled with mixed feelings n emotions
With the things you have set in motion
My crazy mind sits at unrest
Constantly needs to hit its reset
From thinking about how people judge
And assuming the worst so much
 
Your lusty eyes and naughty smile
Make me want to go the extra mile
Am just another guy that craves your touch
Shall always await on you to make that nudge
I just want to lay by your side
Cuddled up, naked, enjoying the ride
 
This is just the same old me here
Pondering about you out there
Scared, excited, nervous am I
Hoping this goes further than just something to try
A relationship that can stay undefined
A new beginning to which we both can grind