I loved you too

Your love is liquor
To my soul
Make me whole
From what you have stolen
Till the moment I feel alone
I’ll put a crown
To a temporary throne
I’ll praise every word you spoken

Your love is liquor
To my soul
and it keeps the fire goin’
I’m more eager to feel fire
Since I loved her
more than I loved what I have broken

Your love is liquor
To my soul
It seems the more I blamed myself
The more guilt you felt
I guess we’re re 2 broken pieces
With different ends
Maybe I was too lonely to understand
We’re only supposed to be friends

Maybe I was too boring
Maybe I was too misspoken
Maybe I was too childish
Maybe, maybe I was going no where
In the relationship we were in!
Maybe I was too thoughtful!, too doubtful!
TOO MUCH OF A MOUTH-FULL,
A HAND-FULL!!,
UNSYMPATHETIC
INCAPABLE TO MAKE A RIGHT DECISION
IN THE WORST MOMENTS
AND I NEED TOO MUCH ENDORSEMENTS
TO KNOW I HAVE THE RIGHT VISION
NO FUTURE, FAILURE, NEEDY
UNPREPARED FOR LIFE
I CAN’T EVEN DRIVE!!!!!
DON’T EVEN KNOW
I’LL JUST TRY
I’LL JUST TRY
I’LL JUST TRY
TRY TO COMPLY
TRY TO SUPPLY
IGNORE MY HURT
TO NOT MAKE YOU CRY
TREAT MY SOUL LIKE DIRT
I’LL TRY MY BEST SUN SHINE
MY TEARS IS THE FLOWING WATER
TO MAKE THIS FLOWER GROW
BUT INSTEAD I SLAUGHTERED-
what was once precious, though
The best things come in seasons...
Roses and Anemones don’t grow in snow

I don’t blame you
for leaving me for someone I knew
I don’t blame you
If you were looking for something new
I don’t blame you
I knew and saw what you were gonna do
I wouldn’t love my self either
It’s why I loved you too