Analysis of Sad

Sad
Sad is how I felt when my granfather died
Sad is how I feel
When knowing I will never see
Your face again
Sad is how I felt that sorry
dark day
I will never forget
How I felt
Sad is because I want to go back
So that I could be the one to go
Not you
I could change the fact that
You had to die
I would go back just for you
And if I had one more day
I would tell you everything
Starting with how much
I love you
But if I could go back
It would be me in that hospital bed
Waiting for that moment that my eyes would slowly close
And slowly breath my last breath
And hoping you would remember my smile
Everyone tells me to move on
to stop grieving
He died four years ago
But how can I?
Your blood is rushing through my veins
Still today
And will always till that day
That I join you in heaven
And hopefully see that number one smile
that always made me smile
when I was feeling down
Sad is how I felt that day
Sad is how I feel today
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