Analysis of he left without a trace

I want him to adore me
the way I love him,
this is what I long for this year!
But its a shame;
that my feelings could only be known
during the silence of the night,
in the lonely chamber of my heart

my heart is filled with
fears
and the higher is getting weaked
for he might have seen a girl from the moon
which my beauty can't compare
my eyes flood tears,
whenever i recall the scar he left on my heart.
O I love him!
I wish I could have him back in my life;
only if he could do the same.