Analysis of Black Swan

You're like lost black swan in my lake,
But only loyalty is not your character of trait.
Damn, antidote does not created yet.
That's why I can't get you out of my head.
Too naturally this feeling is so weird.
You know sad truth and it's not simple bad a dream.
You're stay for him just one more stranger soul
With whom was happened overdosed by misty warmth.
But actually you're always main mistake in his programming code.
How many songs, how many poems
They are describe a love without a problems.
With happy end which often boring.
But someone may explain
How can replace this empty space?
Sometimes it seems I feel alright
Until the moment I'll Imagine that now you're not alone.
This thought like shadow chasing me by night
And everyday I should to continue the fight
Against another version of myself, which still for others is unknown