Analysis of Last time

A rippple effect
Whispering explosiveness
How is a powerful substance
Lacking abundance
A powder form
Chemistry
Self destruction as company
Addiction takes over
Battle the Warfield
In a ripple effect..

chaos
Life's hectic
Your  gambling
Your head
Chasing the higgh. eyes closed
Flat out regreat.. a bit of lip sweat
Creates a ripple effect
Last time the lust list
I'm given in to a high.
It's as I come to cope
Lost
I look again for hope

Lacking companionship
Return to you
off hit

Fear
 the shadow of your mind
 bigger in your mind
Standing small
Your a lie

I too get Frustrated
But did I explain
How its been
The hits not easy
Nowadays
Then

I use to look away
It would hit me
Passionately passively  
Almost over exaggeratly
thunder sounds my heart
 aroused pounds in my private parts

Panties twisted like a braids
Gone again
That Shot was fire
Impulsive I listen to the shot
Strip down to my tits and my thong.
 Have no thoughts like that this is wrong

Turned me all the way on..

Beating up my name
Take me
Insane

The dehydration sucks right
It hurts so much

Harmful effects on my body

Poke flick stick
Is this thing clogged
My swollen veins resist but I'm trying to insists
I know my arms purple and my fingers are ice cold bricks
I'll give it a break .just let me get this hit
I've been at it all night can't you help me get it
Is this thing clogged or what I'm starting to get pissed
I can't move not even slightly.
The risk of it slippin and missing.
Ouch bitch ugh
The registered gushed flow gives me too much excitement
time
Focus on your inhale
I looked at my life
Me.. the needle
apart my mind
The poke jokes  
user
 damn mind
 Really 10 years down
Smack into the last veins I've got
Collapsed health

I'm poisoned and I've been feeling it
the ripple effect

I felt the good it can give
I felt the horrible it holds
Carry the weights
I've been slamming too long.
 in discust
I'm overwhelmed
It's taken a toll
It's
The missing out on life
Just looking for my vein