Analysis of My last support

The dark night echoing rumors flowing amongst the breeze of sight.
The shadowed moon bestowning me with haunted memories.
Hoping to be listened when surrounded with loneliness
I asked for a favor from the dark shadow behind the mirror
I said,"just stay by my sight your support is all I find"
A whispering breeze passed by my ear saying

"Listen carefully and follow this by heart
The stronger you strives the more it falls apart
The moment in gone and so must the pain
Reliving in those old memories ; won't let you climb again "

I became calm from this support
Made me realize what's hurting me more

Not the memories ,nor the rumors and not the lack of support.
But the guilt for not living for myself
That I carried all along.