Analysis of i fell, i got back up

In the night, terrorized
Attacking words of shit you said, running in my mind.
The blow you made broke me into feebles
Resonating thoughts ached my fears
My heart burnt and burnt, just to turn cold
I did it wrong by expecting your warmth to come and hold
Was everything I did really that forgetful
I just wanted to be a memory, which seems to have turned awful
My existence felt unreal in your presence,
I knew there I was lying to myself
The blinded thoughts woke up in light, finally in ambush
I left you right there, running in realizing haste
This ain't a blame game of a broken road,
Saying it all was my fault wont be helping in the long run
Cold eyes like yours have everything always lurking in the dark
Sunshine happy rays of mine were too powerful to fill in your un-healed side
We both stumbled on the same path,
The difference is, I accepted it, you didn't, to be in your pride.