Analysis of Pain,love,pain

First thing first,  I was broken from birth. All ways running and hiding from her.  Hearing the nap and the crackle from the wip.  Never bowing to love , only to pain.  
My fear,my pain  I shove in to a pack. Waiting only for you to take the wight off my back

You found me. Showed me your heart and helped mine to grow. . The love that we had was a mold that was meant to last .

We loved, we cried. We laughed. We built a life that would forever last. But 18 yrs later that’s all in the past.  Now I’m running and pain all over again.  I miss you. I miss us. But now in each other’s eyes, we are just dust.