Whisper

Whisper my feelings
Whisper my poems
Whisper my songs
I can never seem to get myself
To speak or sing or even draw louder and bolder

I know who I want to be
She's right there
I can hear her in the whisper even
She's there, and with no stutters and can perfectly get the emotion across by js the tone of her voice
Everytime I miss the opportunity
To let her out
 I cry
I cry I cry
Why can't I be her
I know everyone would love her
And maybe even I could learn to love her too.

But that girl is too emotional
She unapologetic, never settles and way too obsessive
And she even has the nerve to stand up for herself.
That sounds absurd.
And sometimes she even falls into a mindset of self confidence and happiness
I could never!

So, it's  always gonna be a whisper
I think I even can sing and speak better this way honestly
A whisper.
Shh.
Don't let anyone hear her.
She's not ready.
No, I'm not ready.