Christina_e's Poems

Chamomile

Something so simple feels so bad.
Only when we care, can anyone have this Over us.
One word said out of tone.
One phrase not meant that way.
Just like that sadness trying to set in.

My senses start flaring.
Fight or flight?
will I go...

– by CLE

The warriors

Quant quiet!
Despair,Tents, warriors everywhere.
Some may judge but what they see.
Some may judge by what they heard.

The warrior worries none. About those things.
The quiet battles or the loud roars.
Those are everything.

Some may battle...

– by CLE

Rely on me

Rely on me.
Some call it love.
Some call it codependency.
Bring me just a little heaven, pain, a little prestige.
Bring me time, and a way to spend it.
Take away from me, take this ugly from me.
Some days I can't own up to or face.
I was kept...

– by CLE

123

Once longing.
Finding time for life.
They say, she's not ready.
She's working, rocking steady.
Loving herself more and...

– by CLE

Love is not a job

I've loved and left.
I've been loved and left.
Communication is such a simple quarrel.
Understand another's damage and pain.
Note to thyself, you shouldn't do this again.
A life without love.
A true pity!
Love is not a job, however it is for...

– by CLE

You are a star

You are a star, and upon you many have wishes.

What a day to tap into your inner strength.

Only an extraordinary man could see through, into to a scorn women's heart.

Penetrate my mind where I may hide the most.

Sending chills so deeply...

– by CLE

Tip of the ice burg

Strange how the tip of the iceberg is such a beauty yet holds many secrets.

There so much more to the ice diamond.
imagine being able to go further than skin deep.

Lifes little unknown treasure... The real explorations.
The cautions about...

– by CLE

Birdies

Beautiful one who collects berry's, the fruits of the tree.

A tiny blessing the moment shared with me.
those very rare evenings.

Your call can be loud, or even a soft chirp.

Eyes very wide, oh, you must see the cat?
Gentle baby is not a...

– by CLE

Patiently

I have never surrendered to the dark.
Only my love, for many In need.
Guess I was asking for a miracle.
Can not endure the same pain twice!
Thank you.
We are two ribs of one cage.
Two skulls of eyes who used to hold a gaze.
Two hearts that...

– by CLE

Rise

When you feel like your losing all you have.
When you feel like his everything, that I am !
When you feel desperate and lonely,
Begging on the inside for someone to hold you.
Well baby call on me!
I got you anytime, through anything.
All...

– by CLE

Know it's you

There may not be a greater love than your God.
With you I am pretty close.
Every seeking moment on earth i patiently wait.
I know that through and with our God,
It is you.
Deep down, I know it's you.
Sometimes you hide so well and make it...

– by CLE

To love again

Things I thought I could never do.

 I believe in you!
Nothing is impossible, but to see myself to living without...

– by CLE

Falling Gracefully for you,

 so many ways. So many cities, country's, worlds.
So many times,
I just fall for you, every day....

– by CLE

With love

How do we fill this emptiness.

 With love babe...

 With love...

– by CLE

No need to speak

Water can flow, waves can crash.
Fire can roar, fires can warm.
Souls can collide, galaxies, pass.
Stars can burst, like a heart filled with partials of energy, running on for ions whole.
Great love, deepest of pain in disguise.
Time can be...

– by CLE

Hallelujah

Knowing ones self.

Doing so, one will love you more.

Don't lose hope,

Depression.

There's never been a lie.

Never left your side.

Greater than any man could ever dream.

Battles of knowing, seeing, feeling, believing.

Humble...

– by CLE

Moon

Understanding the importance of mother moon.
I never count the stars,
I give them wild dark fiery...

– by CLE

My lovely

Being in mourning, more for the living than the dead !
That my lovely is the saddest state of...

– by My lovely

Be your own Truth

Love is love.
Love is loving the demon
Love is loving the warrior the same.

 Equal parts of you.
You have to love and delight in both to live in your truth.
To have peace instead of war.
Take care of every thing dark and light inside of you.
...

– by CLE

Healing

Afraid, life had become calm.

Desperate wonders, is this the calm before the storm.

The birds chirp and sing.

The wind whispers softly.

Gentle smells of flowers in a breeze.

The cars don't seem to stir up a conflict and rumbles as...

– by CLE

The rose

The rose

Many make assumptions about her nonsense

She's felt my pain, only she knows what I know.

Seen me at my lowest, feeling like a single speck of sand in a mountain.

Full of heat, hearts warm.

Gentle feelings of drowning and...

– by CLE

Long days

For you, I have walked this world.
My heart burning embers in an endless fire...

– by CLE

UNSTOPPABLE

a little

 Martin Luther King
A little

 Lucky Luciano
One had a vision,
One had a dream.
Anyone has both

UNSTOPPABLE...

– by CLE

Forever

Diamonds from dust
No need and try to shine
Embrace in gold
Held for eternity of time.
Embrace who you are....

– by CLE

Just know

Behind my eyes tell a truth, but was told a lie.
A lie to whom should never have been told.
Till a day, the lies needed to be let go.
A lie that was locked away.

SOUL.

Felt like it was growing sick.
Sickness felt like mold growing on the...

– by CLE

My children

Being thrown from the chaos of dark.
Wonder if they know?

There the very reasons for my being.
Purpose
Reason for my heart opening with love
Reason for my senile-isms
Reasons for my smiles.
Oh loud laughters too.

Reasons

My purpose...

– by CLE

Love the light

For me, decipher love and pain.
I was one needing, saving from myself.
Insanity and sane.
Strange !
we claim to love the light.
Yet always have to be forced from the...

– by CLE