Too shy too ask for help

Sitting here wondering why I need too find some help.

In my living room all high  by myself

I'm done with all that going back too prison don't need no new friends I'm riding this one out all by myself.

This hole I'm climbing out.

Took up soo much time it's spun

And often rigid

People out there believe n soo much crapp

I shit it

I keep on giving I'm swimming in a sea of gluitaney   

I can't take this I don't want this company.

I told you I don't know wtf do want from me.

Royalties embedded but they don't think I deserves the credit.

F*ck it forget it

Because once I turn my back on yaa I never look back you are going to regret it.

You see I've brought all of thoughts and separated my dreams.
 
I say I know what I want but I don't know when I'm going.

I'm just showing you.

 That I don't plan I move.

You will never understand this dude.

Taking my life with advantage moves.

Hommie I don't plan it.

I move.

I'm going too keep on filling anger until my meter hits danger.

Because I despise them thoughts of me asking asking for help.

I've came this far with know one too help me out.

Always too rigid and too selfish too admit it.

Ignoring my cries and shouts

There's no needs for harsh times to be felt.

That's just me too shy too ask for help.