Memories

Suffocation ablaze in thy heart ruptured yet beating
Blur images soaked into summer rain just cheating
Mesmerizing into minds running bleating numb and pleading
I’m just sitting in my body waiting for my soul to fly away

I am who I am knows not what I can be to I am
And I learn what I learn all about learning nature
Yet I can be who I should’ve been, not who I must be
I’m just waiting in the earth, when no one walks out alive
This world is living hell. Heaven I’ll see as I die

Honesty and decency for love with purity
Led to a hallow nightmare into vicious unmerited dignity
I should’ve gone a thousand years ago before I was born
This life on earth is for the sinners to be crucified

With emotions that cheats and hurts and grasp
All you have and chop your purity into millions
Pieces of worthless piece of scrap never ending
“No one walks out of this place alive”
Why wont thee believe as it as truth? Why?