Gonna murder myself

My sences have left me, they have gone on the run

Gonna buy me some bullets and a powerful gun

I'm a dark, dark shadow of my former self

Gonna use that gun and murder myself

Pulling that trigger will be so easy to do

I've nothing to live for now that I have lost you

You were the one who gave my soul energy

Kept me goin like a life long battery

But it may as well be you pointing that gun to my head

All was well in my life until I found you in bed

Not all alone but with my best mate

I have never before felt so much pain and hate

you've turned my piece of heven into a living hell

Gonna murder myself, I may as well

I'm now looking at the display in front of me

Chosen myself  a firestar M-43

I've taken my  pathetic life back to my home

I have never before felt so cold and alone

In a few seconds, I will be free

Here we go...1...2...3....