datgirlbbw954's Saved Poems

As the sadness sat beside her, her tears fell into her pocket where you could not find them.
When in her sadness she protested, "I shall not let anyone find me".
She thought to herself people are too callus to see beyond their own...

If you only knew I was hanging by a thread...
barely wading in the water...
The way that you acted was like everything went wrong...
Wishin I had god to take away all the pain...
Standing in a sea of wealth bein the only one alive...
Bein in poverty...

Emotions they really pushing me...
Why the fuck are you looking at me...
All that hatred is really misplaced, you stuck in this fucking rat race along with the rest the human race...
Ha ha! and you think I’m the fucking waste ayyy...
I’m not the...

Thoughts keep pounding in my head...
All alone, broken, no grounding...
Everything solid floating away, I'm drowning...
Pushing past the pain & fear with no one near...
Heart is pounding...
SILENCE!!!
Muscles in my chest...
Nothing ever at...

She said don’t waste your time, you'll never be anything...
And I gasped for air while trying to dig my way from her deathly soul...
She took my life that day and threw it away...
She told me more than once there'll be a day when you'll be all...

Symbolism turned to cynicism
Cynicism turned to skepticism
Bravery turned to wavery
Adult turned to adulterer
Pursuit turned to falter
Calamity from family
Joy into rape
Gay to rage
When all these words are put together this tells my story.
But just...

If you wanna know how I'm feeling just sit on down by my side. I'll tell you a story of the evil that's ruled my life until now.
walking around with this dark cloud.
Wake up one night in terror...
just a kid all alone & in bed, walked to the...

Broken and in pain
I cannot sit and
wallow on this plain.

Seeking elevation to a higher level.
but I can't...

When I'm sleeping with
"the devil."

You choke the life out of me. Then you say
you wanna wife up...