Behind these Tears

I'll love you more than you'll ever know. I swear, with all of my heart
You mean the world to me. I knew that from the start
Now we're growing apart from each other; Our lifestyles just aren't the same
I'd never had thought this would happen to us, but we have only ourselves to blame
I cry knowing your with someone else-- Because it isn't me
Everything I could give to you, Your just to blind to see
If we weren't meant to be together why do I feel this way?
I want to tell you how I feel so badly; I just don't know exactly what to say
Maybe that I love you more than words can explain and your the only one I am needing
But I'm sure you won't know it's you even though it's this that you are reading
Maybe I should accept that we were only friends and that's how it's suppose to be
The age difference is just to big of a deal... For you to be with me
I still see other guys even though I am thinking of you
I guess that's good for me cause I just don't know what to do
You'd never have guessed that I'm falling for you; Not in a million years
You'd never be able to see it...--Not behind all these tears